[ Bakugou looks at Deku when he sits there taking his hands in his. He looks tired, but determined and Bakugou isn't sure if this is the right time for all of this, but... when else would be the right time if not now?
He has no fucking clue what to think anymore.
He feels like he was that asshole for a lot longer than the beginning of their first year. He still feels like an asshole most of the time, though he knows he's trying to do better. It's not something he can forget easily, nor should he want to, he knows that.
And all this time, Deku has had a crush on him. All this time, Bakugou held on so tightly to his pride that he never let himself see any of this.
All this time, and maybe Bakugou could have felt the same way.
Well, he does now. Well. Mostly. He's still trying to work through the liking Deku part, but here Deku is, telling him he loves him. That he loves who he is now.
That he's the only one Deku ever really wanted. So that's why Ochaco broke up with him all those years ago. Oh.]
I... don't even know what the fuck to say.
[This is supposed to be a good thing, isn't it? It just feels so damn odd to him. It's such a shift from what he's used to and it's throwing him off. He's annoyed because he doesn't like being thrown off, especially when he can't figure how to work around it. But this is different than a skill, or trying to figure out the enemy. This is dealing with something he doesn't have a damn clue about.]
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He has no fucking clue what to think anymore.
He feels like he was that asshole for a lot longer than the beginning of their first year. He still feels like an asshole most of the time, though he knows he's trying to do better. It's not something he can forget easily, nor should he want to, he knows that.
And all this time, Deku has had a crush on him. All this time, Bakugou held on so tightly to his pride that he never let himself see any of this.
All this time, and maybe Bakugou could have felt the same way.
Well, he does now. Well. Mostly. He's still trying to work through the liking Deku part, but here Deku is, telling him he loves him. That he loves who he is now.
That he's the only one Deku ever really wanted. So that's why Ochaco broke up with him all those years ago. Oh.]
I... don't even know what the fuck to say.
[This is supposed to be a good thing, isn't it? It just feels so damn odd to him. It's such a shift from what he's used to and it's throwing him off. He's annoyed because he doesn't like being thrown off, especially when he can't figure how to work around it. But this is different than a skill, or trying to figure out the enemy. This is dealing with something he doesn't have a damn clue about.]